I'd rather you be yourself, but then look what happens. You should change because you want to. If it's not genuine change, you may as well not even bother.
growing up in Neon City is hard. If you've head of Night City from cyberpunk it's practically a side by side comparison. Didn't really have a good home life, then I become an adult and I'm dealing with all kinds of bullshit from my hometown. Trust was just a pipe dream.
Touche, but when the habbits have no outlet, how can you maintain them? There's really nobody here reinforcing that for you, is there? Like, who here is hurting you?
